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PROJECTS
WEEKLY ASSESSMENT TASKS FOR CREATIVE PRACTICE RESEARCH
ARTIST STATEMENT
In the style of
Patti Smith
Assisted by ChatGPT
I was born in sound. It thrums in my bones, seeps into my skin like ink on paper, a visceral echo that lingers between the heartbeats of nature and machine. I craft experiences, not to escape, but to connect. To peel back the layers of what we know, what we’ve forgotten, and what we long to remember.
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In the chaos of digital noise and social masquerades, I find myself seeking the truth, raw, unfiltered, unapologetic. My work is a communion with the earth and its forgotten voices, with the city and its relentless pulse. Every exhibit, every project, is a bridge to the unsaid, the unseen, the unheard. A delicate dance between authenticity and illusion.
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I am the whisper of a bird’s wings caught in the static of a restless mind. I am the silence between the rain, the hum of a crowd, the punk anthem that screams for something more. I am Wallflower and I am Bloom, the question and the quest for identity in a world obsessed with conformity.
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Through immersive soundscapes, through art that speaks to the senses, I aim to create a space where we are all vulnerable, where we can shed the skin of expectations and simply be. My journey is not to craft perfection, but to give a voice to the beautiful imperfection that is being human.
REFLECTION
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I used ChatGPT to reimagine my artist statement in the style of Patti Smith. At the time, I was reading one of her books and was intrigued by how my statement might sound in a more poetic, evocative style. After reading the rewritten version, I felt a surge of inspiration to create, yet it struck me as a bit grand for my more understated, often less assured nature.
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Reference
ChatGPT. (2024) Write an artist statment in the style of Patti Smith. Retrieved from https://chatgpt.com/c/6716203f-2318-8013-b73a-4be1b5524b85
ARTIST STATEMENT
PROPOSED FUTURE CONCEPT
Assisted by ChatGPT
At the core of my work is a deep interest in how we perceive the world and the way storytelling holds power in shaping our thoughts and experiences. My practice explores how stories are not just simple, linear narratives but are influenced by culture, technology, and social norms.
I aim to break down the usual ways in which stories are told, opening up new possibilities for how people connect with and experience them. My approach is interdisciplinary, with sound, my main medium, combining with light, texture, and advanced technology. This combination goes beyond traditional artistic boundaries, creating immersive environments where participants are not passive viewers but active creators of meaning. In these spaces, all the senses are engaged, and participants are invited to experience something deeply personal and transformative, rather than just observing from a distance.What makes my practice unique is the way I blend the organic, untamed energy of nature with the precision of modern technology. This creates spaces that feel both natural and innovative.
The soundscapes I design are not just to be heard; they shift how people experience time, space, and even themselves. By immersing participants in these environments, I challenge their usual ways of thinking and perceiving.
In a forthcoming project, I’m exploring how soundscapes can stimulate the brain to release natural DMT, a chemical linked to altered states of consciousness. By using carefully designed spatial audio, light, and interactive elements, this project aims to create an environment where participants can access these states naturally, without external substances. The experience is dynamic, responding to participants' movements and emotions, so that each person's journey is unique, just like the shifting nature of consciousness.
My work pushes beyond just telling stories; it questions how stories are created and experienced, and how they shape our understanding of the world. By blending sound, technology, and sensory engagement, my practice aims to open up new ways of perceiving and connecting with ourselves and others. It’s in these new spaces that we can explore deeper layers of identity and meaning, offering a fresh perspective on how we experience the world around us.
There has been a renewed interest in using hallucinogenic drugs as therapeutics in clinical research to address depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, the psychological impacts of terminal illness and substance abuse disorders, including alcohol and tobacco (Barker, 2018). Furthermore, Suner (2023) points out that this interest in psychedelics and plasticity has occurred with a contemporaneous growth of research into the potential health benefits of psychedelics generally, and the role of neuroplasticity in mental and neurological illness such as depression, Alzheimer’s, addiction, and schizophrenia, in particular.
In aiming to stimulate natural DMT release through immersive soundscapes, I am engaging with consciousness in a way that respects both the organic and the technological. It blends the rhythm and unpredictability of nature with the structure of modern tech, providing a space that feels both innovative and authentic. This project isn't simply an artistic endeavor; it's a way to explore how immersive media can shift not just our experiences, but also our perceptions of time, space, and self.
Synaptic Dreams
Objectively Ugly, Objectively Beautiful
The Save Wallum group in Brunswick Heads, Australia, is working to protect a coastal heathland that supports rare species like the Wallum Froglet. A recent council vote approved a developer’s subdivision plan, despite community opposition and environmental concerns. This decision has intensified local activism, with residents rallying for further action to prevent construction and preserve the area’s biodiversity (Sriranganathan, 2024).
Beautiful
Visual Imagery taken at Wallum Reserve by Mark Seiffret.
For more info on Save Wallum visit https://www.savewallum.com/
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Ugly
This soundscape uses intentionally harsh and unsettling audio to highlight the potential negative impact of development on the Wallum reserve. The ‘ugly’ sound elements reflect the disruption and loss that could affect this sensitive ecosystem, creating an auditory reminder of what stands to be lost.”
Sensory Warning
This soundscape includes intense audio elements designed to evoke strong sensory reactions. Some sounds may be disorienting, contain loud or sudden noises, or evoke intense emotions.
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Please be aware that:
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Sound levels may vary, with moments of high intensity or abrupt changes.
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Certain frequencies may be disconcerting for some individuals.
We advise caution for:
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Individuals sensitive to loud noises or disorienting sounds.
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Those who may experience sensory overload or heightened anxiety in immersive/auditory settings.
Beautiful Ugly
Sriranganathan, J. (2024). Save Wallum: A radical struggle against destructive 'development' on the suburban fringe (Part 1 - Lessons and insights). Green Urbanism. Retrieved from https://www.jonathansri.com/savewallumpart1/
Barker, A. (2018). N, N-Dimethyltryptamine (DMT), an Endogenous Hallucinogen: Past, Present, and Future Research to Determine Its Role and Function. National Library of Medicine. Retrieved from https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6088236/#s
Shutterstock. (2024). Fractal Eye Photos. Retrieved from https://www.shutterstock.com/search/fractal-eye?image_type=photo
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Sumner, R (2023). Psychedelics and neural plasticity. BMC Neuroscience. Retrieved from https://bmcneurosci.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s12868-023-00809-0
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HABITUS: PORTFOLIO REFLECTION
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Question 1: What is your culture?
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I come from a white Caucasian background, raised in a middle-class household in the coastal town of Townsville, North Queensland. Growing up in a community with a large Indigenous population provided me with early exposure to diverse cultural perspectives. This experience was integral in shaping my understanding of cultural heritage, respect for the First Peoples, and the importance of inclusion and empathy. My parents, both engaged in employment services, social work, caring for people with disabilities and working with Indigenous communities, fostered a deep sense of compassion in me and taught me not to judge others based on their background. Their work showed me the value of cultural diversity and how much there is to learn from the experiences and histories of those who have been marginalised.
My upbringing in this diverse environment shaped my views on compassion, inclusion, and understanding. I attended an all-girls catholic school, while excelling in socially and academically, it was also a time of personal struggle, particularly with my sexual identity, which I grappled with from the age of 12 to 24.
My first experience of female love at 15 became a formative influence on my values in love and relationships.
My parents provided a supportive and loving home, which taught me the importance of family. I also experienced financial contrasts firsthand; my parents’ divorce exposed me to both sides of the socioeconomic spectrum. Living with my father, who was unemployed at the time, I learned about financial hardship and the emotional toll of not being able to provide. His passing when I was 16 further deepened my understanding of grief, loss, and the individuality of human experiences.
From the age of 14, I worked in kitchens, where I learned the values of hard work, dedication, and the joy of serving others. This experience taught me about chosen family, diversity, and the importance of craftsmanship in my creative and professional life. Over time, I’ve come to realise that the more I learn about the world, the less I seem to know about myself, and every day brings new discoveries. I don’t always know where I fit culturally, aesthetically, or creatively, but I trust my intuitive and observant nature to offer a unique perspective on the world and the people in it.
​​Question 2: What is your aesthetic habitus?
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My aesthetic habitus is defined by an eclectic range of influences across music, art, film, and literature. In music, I’m drawn to a wide variety of genres—from country and dream pop to hip hop and indie sleaze. What captivates me most are the lyrics, the deep bass, and melodies that resonate emotionally, particularly those that evoke feelings of love, heartache, and longing for a world outside of one’s own experience. I gravitate toward stories that express complex emotions, raw vulnerability, and a yearning for something unattainable.
In art, I find inspiration in graffiti, sketching, abstract styles, and the stark contrasts of black and white. Grunge and punk aesthetics also speak to me, particularly the anti-establishment and rebellious spirit they embody. These forms of expression feel authentic and unfiltered, much like the music I enjoy, challenging conventional norms and giving voice to the marginalised.
When it comes to film, I’m drawn to stories that portray the underdog—characters who live on the fringes of society or exist in alternative perspectives on reality. I appreciate narratives that delve into the complexities of human nature, complicated love, and the challenges of life. These films explore the raw, untidy aspects of humanity and offer a reflection on the nuances of identity and personal struggle.
In literature, I’m captivated by dreaming books, fantasy worlds, and mythology. These genres provide an escape while also allowing for a deeper exploration of the human experience through symbolic and fantastical lenses. They offer a space to contemplate life’s mysteries and the power of imagination in shaping reality.
I also admire the poetic nature of artists like Patti Smith, Alanis Morissette and Sylvia Plath—strong female artists who have struggled with their identities and expressed their inner turmoil in raw, visceral ways. Their words resonate with me, particularly their vulnerability, complexity, and the search for self amidst the chaos. These artists have a unique way of capturing the messiness of human existence, and their work inspires a deeper exploration of one’s own identity and place in the world.
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Question 3: What aesthetic principles does that habitus predispose you to appreciate?
The aesthetic principles I appreciate are grounded in complexity, authenticity, and emotional depth. My cultural background, shaped by a diverse mix of experiences, has led me to value narratives that explore the intricacies of human identity, struggle, and connection. I am drawn to art, music, and film that challenge the conventional and embrace the raw, unfiltered aspects of life. Whether through rebellious punk art, intimate and poetic lyrics, or the complexity of an underdog story, I seek out creative expressions that reflect the messy, multi-layered nature of existence. In music, I am particularly moved by lyrics that express longing, heartache, and a deep sense of emotional vulnerability, along with melodies that evoke those feelings—qualities that reflect both personal introspection and universal human experiences. I appreciate soundscapes that are intimate, authentic, and powerful in their ability to evoke a sense of connection to something larger than oneself. Visually, I am drawn to art that is not polished or idealised, but rather speaks to the messy, unfinished, and emotional aspects of life. Graffiti, abstract art, black-and-white photography, and grunge visuals all appeal to my desire for raw, honest expression. This aesthetic also aligns with my admiration for strong, empowering female artists, whose work dives deep into identity, emotion, and the struggle for meaning in an often harsh world. When it comes to film and literature, I am compelled by stories that represent the underdog and those exploring alternative perspectives on reality. I value films and books that delve into complicated relationships, personal turmoil, and the messiness of life. These works challenge the viewer or reader to consider multiple viewpoints, ask difficult questions, and embrace ambiguity. Ultimately, my aesthetic principles reflect a love for complexity, introspection, and raw authenticity, embracing the beauty in imperfection and the exploration of identity and emotion.
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Artist Statement V.3
Sound as Dialogue, Emotion, and Immersion
As a multidisciplinary storyteller and sound designer, my work has always been driven by a desire to explore the emotional and immersive power of sound. My journey began with a deep fascination for how sound shapes our experience of the world around us, and how it can act as a tool for personal expression and communication. I am developing my craft through a range of projects, from creating raw, nature-inspired soundscapes in Way of the Wild to exploring the complex layers of identity in Wallflower. Each project has been a stepping stone in refining my understanding of sound as a medium for dialogue, emotion, and storytelling.
Sound as Dialogue
One of the central themes in my work is the idea of sound as a way to communicate feelings and experiences, particularly for those who find it difficult to articulate their thoughts with words. This concept was explored in Way of the Wild, where I captured the essence of nature through detailed field recordings of birds, insects, and environmental sounds. The project was not just about the sounds themselves but about using those sounds to convey an emotional state—a dialogue with the listener. Whether it's the delicate call of a Glossy Black Cockatoo or the soothing rhythm of ocean waves, I aimed to evoke a visceral, embodied response in the audience. This concept of sound as dialogue continues to influence my current work, particularly in Wallflower, where I use sound to delve into the complexities of identity, societal pressure, and the inner turmoil of self-discovery.
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The Evolution of My Practice
While my earlier works were largely rooted in organic, field-recorded sound, I have recently begun to experiment with new technologies to further enhance the emotional experience of my audiences. The exploration of spatial audio and immersive sound environments has opened new possibilities in my design process, allowing me to move beyond traditional stereo and 5.1 surround sound formats. Drawing inspiration from Dolby Atmos, I’ve come to see how 360-degree sound movement can place the listener in different emotional contexts, heightening the impact of a scene or narrative (Sadia, 2023). . This exploration is particularly exciting because it allows me to design more dynamic soundscapes that are not just heard but felt, creating an intimacy and immersion that wasn't possible with traditional sound design. Additionally, I’ve begun to experiment with Sound Particles, an AI tool that enables me to layer multiple sound sources in a 3D environment. This has drastically changed how I approach sound placement, as it will allow me to create complex, evolving environments in a short amount of time. For example, the ability to simulate a bird's flight path through a forest or the subtle shifts in wind direction has given potential for a level of detail and control I had never imagined before. This tool will expand my creative possibilities, encouraging me to think beyond the constraints of traditional sound formats and embrace the freedom that immersive sound technologies offer.
Emotional Storytelling through Sound
Listening to audiobooks and exploring sound as a means of emotional storytelling has been a profound influence on my recent projects. I've realised that we all listen to music, and in doing so, we all feel something. But how do we express and share those feelings through sound? In my project Wallflower, I aim to do just that: to convey complex emotions, personal struggles, and societal themes with as little dialogue as possible. Sound becomes the language through which I communicate the deeper emotional layers of the work, allowing the audience to experience the story in a more visceral and personal way.
Spatial Sound and Immersion
The use of spatial sound has become a pivotal element of my practice. By placing the listener at the center of a 360-degree soundscape, I am able to create a non-linear environment that mirrors the emotional complexities of the narrative. In The Glade, an animated film concept inspired by the themes of Wallflower, my initial lack of knowledge in visual design led to the development of a new idea: an audiobook where sound design plays a central role in reflecting the inner world of the characters. Drawing on my fascination with how environments can mirror emotions, the audiobook’s soundscape would dynamically shift with the narrative, subtly aligning the auditory experience with the evolving emotional landscape of the story. ​
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Taking this concept further, I wondered if emerging technologies could enhance the emotional connection and storytelling experience. By formatting the audiobook in virtual reality (VR), I could immerse the listener in a fully realised environment where audio, rather than visuals, drives the emotional experience. In this VR space, as the story unfolds, the soundscape would transform in real-time, amplifying the narrative’s emotional nuances and immersing the audience in a more intimate, sensory-driven experience.
The integration of VR with spatial audio techniques significantly deepens the connection between sound, space, and emotion, creating a more immersive and emotionally engaging experience. This immersive storytelling method allows the audience to focus solely on the auditory elements, enhancing their emotional involvement by removing visual stimuli and fostering a visceral connection to the narrative. Spatial audio, which can accurately simulate three-dimensional soundscapes, enables the creation of dynamic environments where sounds can be placed in specific spatial locations, elevating the emotional impact of the experience. As a result, this technique has been shown to enhance empathy and engagement by immersing users in the environment and providing emotional cues that affect their perception and response to the story (Thompson, Lyon, Lages, 2024).
My background in sound design and immersive environments, has taught me the importance of layering and texture in storytelling. Through projects like Way of the Wild and Entering CBGB, I have learned how to use sound as an artistic tool that is both functional and expressive. These works explore the potential for sound to create an atmosphere, evoke a feeling, or set a tone. Whether through the ethereal sounds of birds in the wild or the raw energy of a New York punk venue, sound is always at the core of my work, guiding the audience through the emotional arc of the narrative.
DIY Roots and Technological Growth
Throughout my practice, I have maintained a DIY ethos, particularly in projects like Way of the Wild, where I captured field recordings from different locations to craft a rich, layered soundscape. Although this process was labour-intensive, it gave me a deep connection to the work and the natural world. Now, as I incorporate new technologies like AI and spatial sound, I am finding ways to combine this hands-on approach with the possibilities offered by advanced tools. The challenge is to preserve the organic, personal touch while embracing the efficiencies and creative potential that these new technologies offer. I see this balance as an essential part of my creative journey.
Looking Ahead
Moving forward, I am excited to continue exploring new technologies like AI, immersive sound, and virtual reality as tools for emotional and narrative exploration. These tools allow me to push the boundaries of what sound can achieve—creating worlds and experiences that feel immersive and deeply personal. In future projects, I plan to further integrate spatial sound and AI tools like Sound Particles, not only to enhance the emotional depth of my stories but also to create new, interactive ways for audiences to engage with sound as a transformative art form. I will be spending the next few months compiling audio and visual assets for Wallflower and investigating the possibilities of VR Audiobooks by exploring platforms like VRChat, doing research in the field of storytelling with adudio and have reached out to VR specialists, Phoria for possible work experience.
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Sadia, S., & Carbon, C.-C. (2023). Looking for the Edge of the World: How 3D Immersive Audio Produces a Shift from an Internalised Inner Voice to Unsymbolised Affect-Driven Ways of Thinking and Heightened Sensory Awareness. Behavioral Sciences, 13(10), 858–858. https://doi.org/10.3390/bs13100858
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Spatial audio technologies - (Visual Storytelling) - Vocab, Definition, Explanations | Fiveable. (2024). Fiveable.me.
https://library.fiveable.me/key-terms/visual-storytelling/spatial-audio-technologies
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Thompson, T., Lyon, E., & Lages, W. (2024). Breaking barriers in immersive stories: Empathy, representation, and access | ACM Interactions. Acm.org. https://interactions.acm.org/blog/view/breaking-barriers-in-immersive-stories-empathy-representation-and-access
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